I finally got Jaxon down again [and again since] this morning and my hands are free. I should be washing his bottles for when he wakes up in a little while but I'd rather get some blogs done. It is raining in Houston today and I am hoping to get our closet organized and the house cleaned a little. With Jaxon's arrival and my c-section our living room has been baby central, so today I am going to put everything back in his room. He is getting so big and I can't believe he will soon be 2 months already, every Monday brings in a new week of life for him and today marks 6 weeks.
Anyway, I hope you loves are doing well and enjoying your Monday, I know it is Monday it can be hard to enjoy. I return to my full-time job soon and I am on the fence about how I feel. I definitely don't want to leave Jaxon but I know I need some time away from the house. I just don't know how much time my heart can handle being away from him. I have been to the grocery store a few times and I haven't cried but I know I will return to him in an hour or so. Once I am at work it will be a full 8+ hours, but I know he will be in good hands. It still doesn't make it easy to want to leave him.
I am still trying to find ways to work from home to make some extra income, so definitely let your girl know.
The weekends lately have been all about trying to recover from the week that just past. Since I have been home with Jaxon I never know what day of the week it is or what day of the month it is. I don't mind it, though, I'd much rather not know what day of the week it is than keep praying for Friday to come sooner.
We have had a lot of "to-do's" that keep getting passed up, the dogs need to go to the vet and we need a new kennel for Max [Jax's new doggie, don't worry I will share pics as soon as he is here]. We need to find nightstands for our master bedroom and a stand for under our living room tv. There is so much dusting that needs to be done upstairs and our master shower needs to be cleaned : | but I have to take it one day at a time, one task at a time.
I have to keep reminding myself that not everything needs to be perfect and everything will get done eventually.
Being a new mom has changed me for the better, I learn something new every day. I find new things that interest me, and I have a newfound love for the word hustle. Each morning I wake up, I see his beautiful face and I thank God for this amazing gift he has given us our very own little miracle.