Everything is a choice.


So much yes in this.

I can't sit here and believe otherwise. you choose your actions, the people you surround yourself with and the love you allow yourself to give.

To say choosing lately hasn't been tough for me would be a lie.

Choosing to remain in a place I am no longer sure is for me because I am constantly questioning something I thought was perfect and whole. It is tough. It is really hard

I don't know if the choices I make today I'll eventually regret in the future and trust me I have dealt with my fair share of regret. I am no perfect person. 

All I can do is hope and pray that the things I choose to do today will be for a better future, or another learning experience but I can't sit here and dwell on something that I can't change.  

And it's hard to be the bigger person and it's hard to not hope that everyone gets what they deserve. But I don't have enough room in my heart for hate, the old me maybe. I just can't keep it up.  

I just want to be happy. Some days are just harder than others.