All in Lifestyle
Sorry it has been a while since I have written lately you guys but if I am being honest, I am not mad about it one bit.
Last weekend we celebrated Jaxon’s 2nd birthday party and I honestly will never understand where the time is going. I swear now that he is here I feel like every time I blink my eye another year has flown by and the baby blues are starting to hit me.
If I am being utterly and completely honest, this year was like fitting 5 years of growth into one year and it was fucking brutal.
I feel like this was one of those year's that prepares you for the best years of your life. You appreciate things more after struggle, and loss. You bend when you should've broke and you get back up.
Something great is coming, I can feel it. I don’t know what it is but it is going to be good.
I have been doing a lot of work on “me” this year because an incredibly shitty situation left me feeling sorry for myself and I needed to get out of feeling this way. I have never wanted to be one of those people who felt sorry for themselves, I have always wanted to be a strong independent woman because I was raised that way.
A few months ago, I lost my dog and it made me start re-thinking a lot of things. He meant a lot to me and I just realized how much time I didn't spend with him before he was gone because I was too busy during nap time trying to film a makeup video, or photograph an outfit.
I feel like every single time I write these post it is all about how fast time is flying. I feel like it was yesterday when it was getting closer to me having to go back to work I literally had a breakdown, if I would’ve known then that it was the “baby blues”. I wouldn’t have felt so bad about being in that emotional space .